FM Static - Dear God

Dear God I wrote this letter
To put my thoughts on paper
Sometimes life seems like a criminal
Without a well planned caper
I know You are the answer
But I forget the question
How do I know You love me
When no one else, seems to care

I've tried everything I thought
Might help me understand things
And it didn't tell me anything
Or even play my heart strings
So I'm writing You this letter
To wait for Your reply
I am so tired of not believing
I'll give You a try

I don't know, but I got this feeling
That today's gonna be my turning point
Everyday I get a little bit closer
It feels so good to finally be over
I don't know, but I think I'm learning
This type of thing
Never been my calling card
Sometimes you just gotta look closer
Instead of searchin' so hard

So when I start to get down
And the world fills up around me
And my head starts spinnin' like a top
From the way my heart beats pounding
I can look up for a second
And know that I'm alright
I spent so long, not believing
It's my turn to fly

I don't know, but I got this feeling
That today's gonna be my turning point
Everyday I get a little bit closer
It feels so good to finally be over
And I don't know, but I think I'm learning
This type of thing, never been my calling card
Sometimes you just gotta look closer
Instead of searchin' so hard
"If I can live only loving God alone, I'll do it."